Right now, I 'm sitting in A.P. Spanish class because i've decided to do my third blog for the quarter today and i figured why not get it out of the way right now? I really wasn't sure what exactly I wanted to write about. I mean it's only fourth period on a Monday and aside from the depression of being back in school for a full week and the annoyance I feel from having to deal with people in the hallway there's not much to write about. I could write about the song i'm listening to write now; it's called Dad Says and it's by one of my favorite artist Emily Kinney. I definitely relate to the song because she wrote it about the relationships she has with boys, but if you actually listen to the song she's really talking about the relationship she has with her dad and how she dreamed it was something it wasn't. I've never been all that close to my dad, just because his dad was very cold with and I was his first child so he also didn't really know what he was doing. I guess I understand the concept she sings about. About wanting something and thinking it's there, but then something happens and you realize it's nothing like what you dreamt it was. don't get me wrong I love my dad and I'm sure he's doing the best he can considering he's never raised a teenage girl before and that he only has two sisters who are a lot older than him. I love my dad, I really do, but I'm not a daddy's girl and my sister is, so maybe, subconsciously, there is a part of me that wants to be. But honestly, I really don't know what I want...